Tammy Martina’s blog

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Blind as a bat oh my..I think I’m smelling Rat..just in case you did not know..I am will to put on a show…

It’s a small world after all… Never forget it… I know your no St. Paul..

Forever grateful I am to have learned such great lessons…most people would actually call it blessings…

Situations, encounters, and Mishaps  are for us to deal with the best we can.. hmm. Perhaps..

But I have another way to put this….I walk along in an oblivious bliss…..

I live and learn, and take every thing with a grain of salt…for if I didn’t my broken heart would be my own fault…

Never broken, torn or forlorn, I will walk toward the storm….with a pure heart and an open mind….I chose to never rewind..

Never regret something that made you smile…and always always walk that extra mile..

~*~Tammy Martina~*~

After Not seeing you for about Two weeks...The anticipation became overwhelming and I hoped that when I saw your sweet face I could control my hunger for you!

As I saw you coming toward me. My mouth started to water and my heart felt like it was going 90 miles a minute...I promised my self when I saw you, I would control my self.. the best I could..

But...when I saw that cute hypnotizing smile I could no longer have the control, I only hoped for... Just the smell of your breath took me over the edge and I felt as if I were going to explode!!

When our bodies touched and put my hands on your chest, and our lips together, with just the right amount of moisture all I could think of.. was what was next...

 As I looked into your eyes, I silently begged for you to take me into the other room...I guess you read my mind because once our lips barley parted we were on our way...

Before we got to the next room, My body was on fire and My imagination was everywhere! My clothes were off before we even got to the next room!

As we laid on to the bed, everything you whispered into my ear was everything a girl could only dream of hearing! your soft touches and your hot breath on my ear was absolutely amazing and if that would have been the end.. I would have been more than satisfied!

As I kissed you from your head to your toe, you whispered the sweetest things.. I hope  I have told you, you are the most amazing person I have ever met..If not..I must confess...I have never met another like you..

After all the love and passion... laying there in your arms was only what I hoped would be the beginning and I would never reach the end! I want to spend the rest of my life,,, in that very moment.. rapped in your arms and nothing, and no one in sight!

And now tonight as I lay here without you... I think about you, and I shall dream of you.. till the next time.. I see that sweet grin, and You rap me tight in those safe arms.. I adore the day.. you came stumbling into my life.. with or with out reason...Your here and that is all that matters!

With sweet adoration,

Yours truly,
Tammy Martina

Sitting...waiting..anticipating this thing called love.. It should fit like a comfortable glove.

But..what you get sometimes is a glove that's either to big or little, not perfect or in the middle..

You have to trade it in..if you want that perfect fit, or settle and never really admit..

That it's not exactly what you wanted..and never had the heart to be confronted..

Love is amazing if it's something your lucky enough to find.

Oh...But when you find that glove with the perfect fit..Never let it out of your site and know...deep down it's alright...to realize what you have is a gift from above and you've finally found your own true love...

*~*~Tammy Martina~*~*

I'm Trying so hard not to let my emotions take over my body..I feel like my hearts trying to cry...

I have purposely built a wall around me, not just my heart but my Whole Being...

My wall is made out of Steel..So strong with a layer of Cryptonite so Superman Cannot even get in...

I've learned through my time on this earth, when you let someone in,
and try to love with all you have got and let go...Then they decided
that your not the one that will complete their life...You then have a
permanent Scar on your Soul, for every one to see..

So what I'm
doing is minimizing the amount of Scars my soul has to withstand.
...Truthfully, I don't want any Scars at all...

When you meet new People I think the scars are the first thing they see..

Life is a Roller Coaster...and I am not comfortable with all the
turmoil, and sharp turns...I am going to make all the appropriate
choices, So I never have to once feel one up or Down...OR any
loop-ta-loops...

If I ever hurt again it will not have anything to do with me, or any choices I have made...

I have permanently taken my self off any rides, that have sharp turns, loop-ta-loops, or even just a bumpy road...

So As I travel this earth for the time I have left, it's going to be
with a Steel wall wrapped to tightly around me, I will only be able to
take Shallow Breaths....

...Till the day I die.... I am going
to try to go my own way with out one shed tear...even if that means
I'll be the loneliest person on this Earth...

THE END...
~~**Tammy Martina**~~

I
truly thought I 'd come to meet you in person and trust what I thought
would be the case.. That I'd come and say my Sweet Hello's and how do
you do's and then, there would never be another Face to Face...

     But..When I looked into your amazing eyes, I was drawn to you, and that came to me as a sweet surprise..

    
As the night grew on I still wanted to fight it, and go home..but all
it took was one of your breathtaking smiles, and my Gig had been
blown...

     So now my Gig is up...I am in disbelief because
I'm feeling nothing like I have ever before and it's surprisingly a
great Relief...
 
     From your eyes to your hands and back to
your breathtaking smile, I want to get to know you better and go that
extra mile of making this worth all the while...

     I'm
getting to know you as each day goes by, and I'm still wondering if
I'll ever have the feeling as I've had in the past..and truthfully I
pray Not..Because that's the reason it would never last..

     So different this time it shall be..And thankfully so..For this time I have introduced the Real Me...

*~*Tammy Martina*~*